Let go, and let God.
First, am no better writer, and also if you know me, know me well, you must know am no good reader too. Yeah I do read but I do it for content and info and not for vocabulary building. But I pray they offer me great communication capabilities. So technically, am writing this because I can speak, write and well, understand English. Also, am writing this to kill my depression and melancholy. I pray it works. Not a memoir, not an autobiography, but just listen to my story. Am a first born of 4, well 3 now because I lost my Lil brother approximately 19 years ago. Well, before I tell you how being a first born is mind blowing, I just learnt how losing my bro didn't affect me that much because I knew nothing, plus he was pretty young, okay am not saying it ain't painful to die little, Of course my parents were so much affected. Death is painful. I've also lived to imagine how beautiful it would be with him around. Continue re...